Wow... that picture is from the 01-05-2012 actually - it lied around WAY too long before I had finally time to scan, edit and upload it... Dx
The scribble to the picture was drawn in the early 2011 when I felt a lot like that although I knew
nothing was there but well I guess I was psychologically too much damaged because of everything which happened back then luckily it's gonna be over in summer hopefully and I don't have to be afraid anymore
for not just myself but also my brain knowing that... ^^" I also have it sometimes now when I am either really overstressed or totally uneasy but luckily not often. I somehow liked the emotion it has so I colored it in the end.
I didn't got before I started to draw that I should have drawn with MUCH MORE violet (more than none anyway if I want to create a night mood) so the original picture looks like daylight... =_=" --> EPIC FAIL!! Dx Therefore I put a violet transparent layer on it to make it a bit more nighty and it works pretty well with the light of the window on the bed. Phew I managed to save that picture – thank you Photoshop!!
*somehow proud that she painted a whole scenery although she mostly tries to avoid it but I guess the days of empty backgrounds are finally over or else I'll never improve!! :<*
I like how it turned out actually somehow. ^^
I guess that's the final picture before my holidays except I stumble over another one I haven't uploaded yet or which just needs a few strokes to be finished.
: Copic Multiliner 0.5, 0.1 + 0.05, Copic Marker, Stabilo Point 88, white gel pen